Monday, 14 April 2014

I came home 4 days ago.

Getting over the country lifestyle is harder than I thought. 
I'm so unhappy

Wednesday, 2 April 2014

I can be so damn grateful at one moment  then the opposite on another.
Sounds really stupid saying this but life goes on. 

The best is yet to come.

I'm tired. 
Just physically.

Sunday, 30 March 2014

When I first started planning about this trip I never thought about a lot of things. I haven't had any trips without my parents before(except for YE Australia but I have host family) and I've never traveled alone.
I've never expected my trip will be this way, but I think it's a really great one.
I didn't expect myself to travel from province to province, meeting people, and not just teaching. And today's my last night here in Siem Reap! I will come back two weeks later to go home but still... 

I'm going home soon!
But I'm not excited at all.


If I'm gonna marry a Cambodian guy, it's him.
Haha just kidding.
But I can't stop smiling everytime he catches the kids and rub their neck using his beard. 
So much love in his eyes. 

Friday, 28 March 2014

You know how much this destroys me yet you still do it,
You really are a bloody bastard

Wednesday, 26 March 2014

It's like I was meant not to be in the frame. I've tried hard enough, at least harder than any of the assholes who upset me so much, but at last I am not the winner.
I'm not the winner but why do I have this idea that I am always the winner?

I am just sad because this is close to perfect..if only..

And it's so easy for them to be perfect

Monday, 24 March 2014

I wish I wasn't part of this world.
Oh this messed up world