Was on my way home from KL when I've decided I want a change in life(sounds so dramatic haha) so I drove over to the most random hair salon and trimmed 4-5inches of my hair. Cut away my damaged hair and curls..man my heart aches so bad.
I'm always like that haha. It's not the first time that I have the sudden urge to cut my long hair. Then I always regret.
But my hair was once again healthy and SOFT(woah) just like before my first hair dye at Dec 2012.
I don't know wheres all my time but before I realise it, second semester started. The first week didn't go so well cos I had an oral surgery which I won't call it a minor one cos to me its not -.- Its my first ever surgery and I've underestimated it.
I was told that my wisdom tooth removal will not be like a normal extraction but a surgery cos the dentist will have to cut my gum blablabla. I know its gonna be awful but..still..SIGH.
If I knew all these will happen I wouldn't even ask to remove my wisdom tooth in the first place.
Half an hour of the painful & bloody surgery cost my parents a good RM800. FML LOL. When my mom asked the dentist wife how much would it be a week before the surgery she said a few hundred. A few hundred could be somewhere RM200-RM400 to me cos 'a few' means 2-4. When somebody said ''a few people'', 8 people ain't a few man. Anyways, its too expensive -.-
Secondly, I was told that infection in the wound area might happen. But now I have 3 big ulcers around my wound and the pain is really hard to take it. GOD DAMNIT I've just had tonsillitis 2 months ago and I tell you, its the most agonizing thing I've ever had yet. With my super swollen gum and painful ulcers in the mouth, not only I looked like a fool who has been hit on my face, I have to go through this pain all over again.
LOOK AT MY RIGHT CHEEK.
I look like i have something in my mouth. HECK I have to look like this for a week WTF.
I CANT TAKE PAIN. This is something I didn't know until I've had tonsillitis. I don't know how am I going to face more things in life and if I have worse sickness in the future I'll be dead. Or I rather be -.-
I am so angry right now cos I thought removing my impacted wisdom tooth would be a right choice and will save me a lot trouble in the future but right now its giving me a lot pain. My ulcers are killing me, my wound is a BIG mess, I can't chew with the right side of my teeth I CAN ONLY HOPE all these will be alright after a few days and no permanent cos I seriously am suffering.
So painful and agonising my week was so badly ruined by this stupid surgery that I want to cry.